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  • My Growing Activist Nihilism

    My Growing Activist Nihilism

    The image you see here is the design of a bumper sticker I just ordered to put on my car. I’m also getting a t-shirt with the same design on it.

    The message is an invitation: Deport me, because this is not the country I grew up in.

    There are a huge number of things an activist can say in this particular moment. There are lots of clever slogans, and important issues to deliver messages about.

    This message best represents both the issue that feels at the center of everything that’s going wrong with America and the sincere feeling at the core of my response to that.

    The cruelty of Donald Trump centers around nationalism, the idea that the purity of national identity is more important than anything else. Trump is willing to sacrifice the ideals of American democracy in order to temporarily protect the territorial absolutism of the American national identity.

    In response, I feel disgust for the United States of America. It is revolting to me that half of American voters chose fascism over freedom.

    So, I don’t feel like I belong here anymore.

    I have all the privileges of being an American citizen, but I don’t identify with what the American nation stands for anymore.

    My belief in American idealism has been completely shattered. My trust that the Constitution and the rule of law will be honored has been annihilated.

    To be an American for me is to live in betrayal. Even if we can defeat Donald Trump, and remove all his fascist underlings from their positions of power, I will never again believe that the USA can be relied upon to stand against totalitarianism.

    I’ve seen too many Americans who feel a nasty thrill at the idea of an authoritarian government that uses its power against the people they don’t like.

    So, in my activism, I am not hopeful.

    I don’t have confidence that the fascists can be defeated. I have too much experience with the small minds and small hearts of Americans to think that this is going to end well. I don’t believe what Woody Guthrie sang: “All you fascists, bound to lose.”

    My goal is, given the disintegration of national values, to hold true to my individual values. I want to stand for non-violence, and for the liberties that were once guaranteed by the Constitution of the United States of America.

    I don’t feel at home in America. It doesn’t feel good to live in the USA.

    I’m not proud to say it, but the day-to-day ugliness of the fascists is making my attachment to life wear thin. So, in my activism, I don’t want to leave anything behind.

    I don’t want to fight, because I don’t want to be like the fascists, but I don’t want to play it safe, either.

    I would rather be destroyed than to live in silence, watching the fascists flaunt their hatred day after day.

    I don’t want to be an American any longer.

    So yes, deport me.

    This is not my country.

    I don’t belong here, and I’m tired of putting a brave face about what is happening in America.

  • Dear Soldier

    Dear Soldier

    After one of our recent protests, a man identifying himself as a veteran called us “Nazis” and spat that we should serve in the military before we dare to criticize this country. Excuse me? Plenty of us protesters have served in the military. Go talk to Jon Soltz of votevets.org in Boothbay and you’ll get an ear-full. Some of the harshest voices of criticism come from veterans.

    I am sincere when I say “thank you for your service”, but if military service were the only thing responsible for giving us our rights, then you’d think that China, Russian, and North Korea would have lots of “rights” due to their enormous militaries, but that is obviously not the case.

    And just a reminder for anyone who has forgotten the bloody lessons from 80 years ago: Nazism advocates for the subordination of individual rights — it’s the state über alles. Nazis reject democracy and liberalism and promote a dictatorial leadership. They hate dissent.

    So when we protesters are petitioning the Government for a redress of grievances through our freedom of speech and freedom of assembly, we are literally doing the most American thing possible. That’s as far from Nazism as you can get. Did Richard Spencer vote for Kamala? Do you think we protesters just came from harassing a performance of “The Diary of Anne Frank”? What exactly are you talking about?

    What bothered me most about the interaction was that this soldier didn’t get how dangerously hypocritical his views were. For him, I guess America should be a place where everyone falls in line behind Trump and toes his party line, no matter how damaging or self-serving it is. Did this soldier heckle protestors who were dissatisfied with President Biden? Did he tell the “Let’s Go Brandon” guys they were a “disgrace?” I sincerely doubt it.

    And what does it look like when soldiers silence dissent? Or when the leader is declared to be “above the law?” Or when a President censors the media by literally choosing who is allowed to report on his briefings? Or unflattering movies are stifled? Or when he praises dictators? If you guessed something out of the 1930s, there are a lot of frightening parallels.

    So, Dear Soldier, I ask you as a neighbor and fellow citizen: don’t forget your duty. We need your help. All US military personal had to take an oath, and you among them. You took an oath to support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic. I will grant you that you also agreed to obey the orders of the President of the United States, but right now, those loyalties are conflicting. What to do when the President himself is the one attacking the Constitution? Checks and balances, the right to assemble, the freedom of speech — all of these things are under attack. I know a lot of soldiers are into the SECOND things (like the second amendment), but I would argue that the FIRST thing in your oath is more important: presidents may come and go, but the Constitution is what endures. And THAT’s what you fought for, and THAT’s what we are fighting for. So come join us. We really are on the same side.